And do I really trust me? Trust that I can drive 9, sometimes 10-hour stretches, alone, without falling asleep?? Trust that I won’t overspend my week’s groceries on knick-knacks at the first cool thrift store I find??? Trust that these markets, that I have NEVER vended at before, will earn me enough to literally stay alive until I make it back home???? Are you fucking stupid?!

So just when life threatened to push me off a ledge, I decided to jump - on purpose.